Yeah hi um I really, REALLY like your Phoenix Knight AU? ...Just thought I'd letcha know that.
Thank you! No, really. I’m so self conscious of my art, and spend about 70% of time on tumblr convinced people are annoyed/hate/are repulsed by the various bad fan art that I post here, (the other 40% is thinking the same thing about my original characters).
Knowing there’s one or two people who actually *do* like what I draw, and are not just watching me for the lulz… it keeps me picking up the pencil.
If I say no, will you believe me and I can pretend that those dark, sordid days never happened?
These days, I want to keep myself out of the drama and just keep my head down. My real life and my online life are two separate entities, which is why I try not to post much besides my art these days. If want to yell at me for my idiotic days of fandom, I’m sorry.
Met some lovely people through lj. Met a whole lot more who left a bad taste in my mouth that I don’t want back. …if I ever was on lj. Not that I’m saying I was.
Now going on almost a full week of not able to get to sleep. Seriously, I never fell asleep last night- I was *tired* as all get out, but, every time I lay down it felt like I had restless leg syndrome in my arms and shoulders- like someone was sticking me full of needles. OW.
Worst of all, I’m allergic to diphenhydramine (benadryl to the common masses). It gives me what is considered a paradoxical reaction: hives and winds me up like a kid on crack. Every time a medical practioner looks at my file, they always turn to me and give some variation of ‘Holy shit that must suck.’
What’s the main ingredient for 99% of night time sleep aids? Yep, diphenhydramine. I had hope that I was saved when NyQuil announced ZzQuil, because NyQuil doesn’t have it. BUT ZzQUIL? YOU BETCHA.
So if you have *any* suggestions, please, fill out the answer box?
The awful day when you realize you’re not actually the main character waiting for your epic adventure to start; you’re the side character the main character interacts with for a brief scene on the way to theirs.
fsiofaldajfasf;asfsdfsd I don’t know how I feel about that at all. I’m not as well-versed in AA as you, but… man. I was never a fan of new Coke, I always preferred classic Coke, if you get my drift. And I will try to porn for you when I can!
I WAS KIDDING. *smooch* you have enough on your plate. I was just being a grump.